What Blissful Escape Does Marijuana Offer? Amy!
Original Message from Amy, asking for help on painful PMS, and commenting that her daughter has just been killed in an auto accident. She also mentions that she has stopped taking psychiatric drugs
Reply by Karl Loren, encouraging Amy to change her diet, read about "wrong relationships." I sent her my article on Simplicity -- about drinking more water and changing her diet
Second reply by Karl Loren, July 16, 2002, further data about the importance of diet change, and enclosing my article about diet. I also asked her what her diet was.
Amy responds, giving her diet -- which is "no diet" bad eating habits. She does not comment on "wrong relationships."
Reply by Karl Loren
Amy writes again, September 10, 2002. She has changed her diet, expresses gratitude for help on her change. She is broken up about the death of her son. Apparently been trying counseling and marijuana to overcome her grief. She still has not commented on wrong relationships, but it sounds like she is ready to name her husband (?) as a big part of the problem.
Reply by Karl Loren -- lengthy and asking many questions of Amy. I offer to help.
Amy writes on xx
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Dear Karl,
I honestly don't remember how I came across your website.
In desparation I was searching for natural methods to supply what my body is needing . . . to lessen the severity of emotional mood swings prior to my monthly cycle.
Having been diagnosed with severe PMS and PMDD . . prescriptions of Zoloft, Xanex, Saryfiem (spelling incorrect) - Halted all!
I need direction on what it is my body is needing.
The onslot of my cycle has always been mentally and emotionally challenging . . however at 46 years of age . . there are other changes taking place . . and it is getting harder.
I turn into this monster, not on purpose . . it just happens . .then there is this horrible vaccuum hold from within that holds me in this horrible destructive pattern until . . the 4th or 5th day of my cycle . . and then I become who it is that I am.
Then about 1 1/2 to 2 weeks later . . this cycle starts again . . I can feel it building and endeavor tp alienate myself as to not cause hurtful happeings.
This of late has been further taxed by a death in our family.
June 1, 2002, we lost our 6 year old daughter in a one car drunk driving accident...her biological mother was driving.
My sweetheart has lost his youngest daughter. . .and I am called upon to be what I am . . and so much more in the face of this tradegy . . . and my body chemistry is just not working with me.
My family needs me.
We are a large blended family and the demands are those of a large family. Children range in age from 23 to 7 and 2 grand babies.
During these 2 weeks prior to my cycle . . it is not me. I leave who I am and become angry, unyielding, demanding, coarse, destructive. I am surrounded by broken hearts and this does not aide in the mouring and healing process.
Can you? Will you reccomend a starting place?
I take premenopausal vitamins. Drink non caffine teas with Wild Yam capsules dissolved in the tea.
DonQuai is sometimes my friend, and Black Cohosh.
But have seen little to no results.
And with Alexis (my step daughter) having gone away . . it is as tho all efforts to manage myself have been thwarted.
I have requested a catalog in an effort to familiarize myself and see if there is anything available for me.
As far as Medical Doctors . . I have seen and grow exhausted with. I am wanting to work with my body . . not live a drug induced existence because . .
Thank you for listening. And I would appreiciate your direction.
Amy Edwards
July 16, 2002
Dear Amy, Good for stopping the psychiatric drugs -- they are evil! Your problems are perhaps ORIGINALLY caused by the "relationship" problems, including deaths. Check out this page: http://www.chelationtherapyonline.com/anatomy/p5.htm Then, when you have at least acknowledged that there is this type of origin, I want to very strongly urge something that I think will SOLVE your problems, other than the mental stress you have. Drink more water. I kid you not! Water will probably do the complete job. Here is an article I wrote on that.
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Karl,
thank you for your response.
My diet . . .
usually skip breakfast - cup of non caffine tea w/ honey. (or eat oatmeal or bowl of raisin brand w/ banana - - if I feel like it)
Lunch - - skip- - -maybe a sandwich. (mostly prepared for the children)
Dinner - - are things like meatloaf(turkey) with Mac and Cheese and a vegetable.
or roast / potatoes /carrots . . with additional green vegetable.
Liquid intake - - water (altho not enough) and uwually at lest 3 Cokes or diet Dr. Pepper.
In short, I have no diet . . .
Does not speak well of me and thwarts my healthy attitude.
I desire my thinner self back. But weight does not depart despite my limited intake. When I do eat it is followed by 2 or more Rolaids
I do take Chitosan and Borage Oil Capsules first thing in the morning with my water and tea.
In writing this I feel wholly guilty and ignorant . . I have no preconcieved notions, therefore making me very open to any suggestions afforded me.
Thank you for your time and knowledge.
Amy Edwards
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Dear Karl,
Web Site is great!
We corresponded briefly sometime ago. As a result, I examined more closely my habitual routine. Likely you'll not remember . . Altho know I am better for your insight. No cokes - - lotz of water - - healthier diet - - and exercise.
The loss of my step daughter in an automobile accident has ripped apart our family.
One car accident,
Mother of the child(ren) was intoxicated (in her system was alcohol, cocaine and marijuana).
Alexis was 6 years old.
My son, her step brother miss her terribly.
Her sisters ages 11, 10 - with her in the accident . . . they don't seem to mourn, they don't seem to cry . .altho, they have readily closed the space she once occupied . . and revel in the attention they get that once belonged to Alexis.
The father, oh dear. He carries on.
The mother of the children, as best I can tell started racking up DWI's in '92 . . one after the other.
Until June 1st, 2002 - which took Alexis away.
Johnny and the girls have been in this atmosphere for years, until 3 years ago. A divorce . . regular visitation. . . March '00 she served a year in prison - Motion to Revoke Probation.
A 5th DWI from in Hardin County from January '00 remains on the books . . and the 6th, of which she will be brought up on charges when they find her.
All of this to ask . . Marijuana? pure . .not tampered with. What effect?
He escapes into a place I can not go.
I have tried and I find no peace there.
What does this leaf provide that invites and sooths?
Before the tragedy liesurely. After, more regular that meals.
I do not understand.
My thinking is . . and it is more than thought . . comes from the core of my being 'a lifestyle took Alexis away' and that same lifestyle or one very similar is in play.
To my despair I have voiced this belief and done so with great repercussion.
Silence, totally ignored.
No explanations.
My perception is screwed up.
I am twisted.
I have done everything I can think of to rid myself of my existing PMS / PMDD symptoms . . rely on as natural as I can get (afford) and diet . .to ensure my thinking is not wacked. I pray, I seek God . . I do in me what I believe and know to be morally correct. and am rejected on every front. attempts to let it go . . let it be . . . let it work itself out . . and over time, it will.
I have just exhausted my insides.
I need more information, communication on what it is that I am up against.
We are a blended family and I am devoted to them - - to my son.
But, I am loosing me.
Too much silence . . even from heaven. I do know His voice . .
I do know there is an answer.
I do know there is a way to heal, save our family.
Marijuana must afford such an escape. And I am just a weinny.
They go to counseling . . Started out that we went as a family. Not anymore. Just the blood family now and even that is ok.
How do you deal with people you loved that have lived with an alcoholic for 8 years?
I have rambled and not been very direct in my question.
I have no one to talk to regarding this whole situation and I get very overwhelmed.
I have tried to fix everythng and slowly it is sinking in. . I can't fix it . . it is not mine to fix.
The want to and the drive to do so are still there and I am frustrated and angry at my inability to make our world better.
What blissful escape does marijuana afford the user?
Thank you for listening - - I am sorry to be so windy.
Amy
Dear Amy, I am so pleased to have your long message. I've read with care. I'm delighted if I had anything to do with your diet change.
Have these changes had any effect on your monthly cycle?
I have taken the time to find and review all our previous correspondence.
There is no question in MY mind that I can help you -- with every part of every problem you have described.
However, Amy, we are working through eMail and I suggest that my help will greatly depend on you in many ways. For instance, I am very aware of every question I might ask you and I ask YOU to read carefully and answer each question, even when there are several?? Yes?? Thanks.
Let me first say that I spend many hours at my computer, answering personal messages. You should never hesitate to write. I will read and respond. Usually within a day or less.
If you wish, you may also phone me. However, the eMail provides a record of what we've discussed, so it is good for that reason.
I would rush to give you advice, but that often is premature, so I first want to clarify some of what you have said -- to be sure I have it right.
I think I have a clear picture of what is going on, but I would like answers to the above before I do much advising.
I will tell you this, up front.... I want to know how the diet is going, and how the change has helped with your PMS. But, along that same line, what is the diet of the others? Any big differences between your diet and theres?
You wrote:
My thinking is . . and it is more than thought . . comes from the core of my being 'a lifestyle took Alexis away' and that same lifestyle or one very similar is in play.
This is very insightful. I'll come back to this.
You have a rather urgent situation and I suggest you respond quickly, and that you count on spending some time getting through whatever it is that I can suggest and you might be willing to do.
There is hope, Amy, and I am ready to help!
Cordially,
Karl Loren